Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Finding Zach by Rowan Speedwell



Book Desceiption:
For five years, Zach Tyler, son of one of the world's richest software moguls, was held hostage, tortured, and abused. When he is rescued at last from the Venezuelan jungle, he is physically and psychologically shattered, but he slowly begins to rebuild the life he should have had before an innocent kiss sent him into hell. His childhood best friend David has lived those years with overwhelming guilt and grief. Every relationship David has tried has fallen apart because of his feelings for a boy he thought dead. When Zach is rescued, David is overjoyed—and then crushed when Zach shuts him out. Two years later, David returns home, and he and Zach must come to terms with the rift between them, what they feel for each other, and what their future could hold. But Zach has secrets, and one of them might well destroy their fragile love.

Finding Zach is for sure one of those novels that uses angst to involve people in the story, but it also has its moments of tenderness and sweetness: in the end, the romance is so strong that it outbalances the sadness. This book was amazing. It started off and I was hooked immediately. My first thought was that I was afraid it was going to be a super quick read, but the author continues to spin the story, feelings and emotions together and around, pulling in new pieces seemingly forever.  In some books, that might be incredibly frustrating, but this is a book that you don't want to end.

Finding Zach is a novel that pulls at your heart strings.  This novel takes you through a roller coaster of emotions: sadness, lust, love, frustration, etc.  In parts, the book is very erotic, but not pornographic.  In an article I recently read, the author Greg Herren (one of my absolute favorite writers) wrote about the difference between erotica and pornography:
To me, pornography is writing about sex itself; the characters really don't matter, the setting doesn't matter, and there really is no story. Two men (or two women) meet, are attracted to each other, have some blistering hot sex, and then go their merry ways. We don't know anything more about them than we did when we first met them.
Erotica, on the other hand, is about the characters; and needs to actually tell a story. Erotic fiction, to me, has to meet the standards of fiction—there has to be a change of some sort in the main character by the end of the story; the sex itself needs to be revelatory to the character in some way. (When I teach workshops, I say "If you can change the sex scene in your story to nothing more than and then they fucked, and the story still works, then it's erotica.")
I have to disagree when it comes to Finding Zach.  The sex scenes are an integral part of the book.  It helps the reader understand the characters in a more intimate way.

A little warning to the reader: don't feel discouraged from the first pages; at first the story appears dark and without hope. This feeling will dissipate soon, and as I said, on the average there is more sweetness than angst; the relationship between Zach and David starts almost as soon as they meet again, and even if it will be not an easy ride, it will be something they will do together.

I hope that some of you will read this book.  It is well worth it.

3 comments:

Coop said...

If I added nothing to my reading list, I'd be good for 3 years at least. I'm trying to have discipline and read only what I have lined up. LOL

I don't think the author is saying that the sex scenes could be removed from the book. If the sex scenes themselves reveal something about the characters, then they are not porn.

I think porn is hilarious; whether in written or visual form. I bet you some of those "Russian sailor twinks" have never seen salt water.

Jay M. said...

I feel much like Coop. I buy books the way some women buy shoes. I've got way more than I can get to. But being new to this whole genre of gay fiction, I'm pushing books like this to the top of the list. Now I've got to finish "The Hangman's Daughter" (definitely NOT gay fiction) so I can get back on track!

Peace <3
Jay

Sunne said...

Absolutely, "Finding Zach" is a very, very good m/m book. I've read about 400 m/m boos in the last two years - hopelessly addicted, I know - and this is one of the books that stand out. "Hopes and Fears" is the sequel, it's about Brian, the book author and Jesse, David's ex.

I've come to the conclusion that in some books the sex definitely is integral part of the development of the relationsship - best example in my opinion is "Crossing Borders" by Z.A. Maxfield (another great writer). The first time I've read it I was "duh, that's a lot of sex" (even for me;D), the second time I realized that every time was a new development, a deepening of the realationship.

And why not? If you look at your own life, it is true that the way we have sex with our partner affects the rest of our relationsship.