I think we all have those days when we just feel a bit blue, down in the dumps, or just plain melancholy. Yesterday was one of those days, and I suspect today will be as well. Many times, there is just no good reason for these moods, and on other days, there is a very good reason. Yesterday was one of those days with a reason. The thing is, I'm off work today; something that should make me happy. However, I'm off work today because I have something I have to do today that I don't want to do. I really don't want to go into an explanation of what I have to do today, but it's going to be uncomfortable. I know that when it is over, a great weight will be lifted off my shoulders. It's still something I wish I didn't have to do, but I really don't have a choice.
I know I'm being cryptic about what this is all about, but I can't help it. I promise you guys that it is nothing really bad, but this is just something I have to face the facts about. I felt the need to write about my feelings in hopes that it will bring me some comfort. Sometimes it helps to just let the stream of consciousness flow, and after writing this, maybe I do feel a little better. I'd still much rather just stay in bed today and hide.