Thursday, September 12, 2013

Blue Days



I think we all have those days when we just feel a bit blue, down in the dumps, or just plain melancholy.  Yesterday was one of those days, and I suspect today will be as well.  Many times, there is just no good reason for these moods, and on other days, there is a very good reason.  Yesterday was one of those days with a reason.  The thing is, I'm off work today; something that should make me happy.  However, I'm off work today because I have something I have to do today that I don't want to do.  I really don't want to go into an explanation of what I have to do today, but it's going to be uncomfortable.  I know that when it is over, a great weight will be lifted off my shoulders.  It's still something I wish I didn't have to do, but I really don't have a choice.

I know I'm being cryptic about what this is all about, but I can't help it.  I promise you guys that it is nothing really bad, but this is just something I have to face the facts about.  I felt the need to write about my feelings in hopes that it will bring me some comfort.  Sometimes it helps to just let the stream of consciousness flow, and after writing this, maybe I do feel a little better.  I'd still much rather just stay in bed today and hide.

7 comments:

naturgesetz said...

I hope it goes well and provides the relief you want.

Robert said...

My thoughts are with you. I've been in that position many a time as well and it never gets easy. But you'll be a stronger person for having dealt with it.

Big Hugs,
Robert

JiEL said...

I think the same way as the two others before me here..

I too had those very hard times to go through and ALWAYS felt better the day after or sometime after.

In April 1999 I had to make a VERY big step in my personal life: get out of my married life, divorce from my wife and let my three children with her.
They were in their late teenage so, no great deal about this issue...

BUT, the main scary part was to do my official «coming out» everywhere: my parents, my coworkers, my friends and my 3 children.
It had been as hard as it was very liberating and full of nice surprises.

Now, my life is very rewarding and I enjoy every minutes of my REAL liberty.

There is always better times after those less nice ones...

Cheers and all my positive thoughts.

Mind Of Mine said...

Court?

Will said...

Whatever it is, I wish uyou well and hope the doing of it will give you some relief and comfort.

Amanda said...

Whatever it is I'm sending you love and positive vibes. ((Hugs))

Jay M. said...

I'm hoping that it all went well. I am dealing with some unpleasantness in my life this week, too. Maybe it's in the water or something.

Hugs, my friend.

Peace <3
Jay