Friday, September 4, 2026

TGIF!


TGIF! Four o’clock this afternoon cannot come fast enough.

I have a few things to work on today, but thankfully, nothing is a major priority. It should be a pretty low-key day—just a matter of getting through the next several hours until the long weekend officially begins.

After work, I have a grocery order to pick up, and then I can come home and settle in for a three-day weekend with Isabella. She and I need some quality time together, and I desperately need some time to relax. Isabella probably doesn’t need any additional rest, considering she already sleeps about eighteen hours a day, but I’m sure she’ll be happy to supervise mine—and let me know when she thinks I’ve slept long enough.

Of course, college football starts this weekend, so my major Saturday activity will be watching my favorite teams play their first games of the season. Other than that, I’m looking forward to some quiet time, perhaps with a good book, a little cooking, or both. Nothing too exciting—just a peaceful weekend at home with my favorite little black cat. Honestly, that sounds pretty wonderful to me.

I hope everyone has a great weekend, whether you’re in the United States enjoying the three-day Labor Day weekend or spending an ordinary weekend somewhere else. Whatever your plans may be, I hope you find some time to relax and enjoy yourself.


🐘 ROLL TIDE! 🐘 

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πŸ… WAR EAGLE! πŸ… 

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πŸ¦… TO THE TOP! πŸ¦…

Thursday, September 3, 2026

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Just a Thursday

It’s Thursday, and honestly, I don’t have much to say this morning. It’s been a pretty low-key week, even with classes starting back and the campus coming to life again. Nothing particularly exciting has happened, which I suppose isn’t necessarily a bad thing.

I am definitely ready for the upcoming three-day weekend, though I have absolutely nothing exciting planned. For that matter, I’m not even sure I’ll manage anything moderately entertaining. I’ll probably spend most of it at home with Isabella, reading, relaxing, and enjoying not having to go anywhere. There are certainly worse ways to spend a long weekend.

For now, though, I just have to get through Thursday and Friday. My coffee is helping with Thursday. We’ll worry about Friday when it gets here.

Have a great Thursday, everyone. The long weekend is almost here!

Wednesday, September 2, 2026

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Back on Campus

It’s Wednesday. Hump Day. The week is almost half over, and so far, this week has been pretty boring. Not that I’m complaining too much. Sometimes boring is better than the alternative.

The students are back, though, and that means one thing that makes the beginning of the fall semester a little more enjoyable: eye candy.

I still appreciate the fact that the new gym is now on the edge of campus closest to the museum. That means there is a fairly steady stream of guys passing by on their way to and from working out. Earlier this week, however, I saw something that I have probably only seen four or five times since I moved to Vermont nearly eleven years ago: shirtless guys on campus.

That probably sounds strange to anyone who has spent much time around a university in the South. On a warm, sunny day, shirtless college guys are practically part of the scenery. Walk across almost any Southern university quad and you’re likely to see guys tossing a Frisbee, playing an impromptu shirts-and-skins game of football, lounging around in the sun, or going for a run without a shirt. When I lived in the South, I never thought twice about it because it was such a common sight.

It happens at universities up here, too, although certainly not with the same frequency. There’s a decent chance that if you drive by the University of Vermont campus in Burlington on a warm afternoon, you’ll spot a couple of frat guys jogging along without shirts. On my campus, however, a shirtless guy is practically an anomaly.

I’m not even sure cadets are allowed to run around campus shirtless. There are rules governing so many aspects of their appearance that it wouldn’t surprise me if there were one about that as well. You would think the civilian students would make up for it, but apparently they didn’t get the memo.

So, when it does happen, it’s still a welcome sight.

Of course, on a campus like mine, where physical fitness is basically a requirement for the majority of the student body, the guys have plenty of other ways to show off what all those hours in the gym have accomplished. Tight T-shirts do a pretty good job of displaying shoulders, chests, and arms, while thin athletic shorts and sweatpants have been known to highlight certain other assets. I may be getting older, but I’m certainly not blind.

Summer would seem like the obvious season for more shirtless scenery, but unfortunately, we don’t have a large summer student population. Only a handful of programs hold classes during the summer, so there simply aren’t that many students around when Vermont finally gets warm enough for shirts to become optional.

And this is Vermont, after all. During the regular academic year—from late August through May—the window for genuinely warm weather is rather small. We might get a few weeks at the beginning of the fall semester and another few toward the end of spring before everyone disappears for summer. Before long, those athletic shorts will give way to sweatpants, then jackets, then heavy coats as winter settles in for what always seems like six months.

So, I suppose I should appreciate these warm September days while they last.

Besides, there’s still plenty of eye candy around campus, with or without shirts

Tuesday, September 1, 2026

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Unknowing

Unknowing

Traditional Bektashi

Unknowing
And knowing nothing of unknowing,
They spread.
Flee.

Unknowing
And knowing nothing of unknowing,
They seek.
Teach them.

Unknowing
And knowing nothing of unknowing,
They sleep.
Wake them.

Knowing,
And knowing unknowing,
The silent few become one with the Core.
Approach.


About the Poem

I came across this poem in a somewhat unusual place. I have been listening to Jason Goodwin’s The Janissary Tree, a historical mystery set in Istanbul in 1836. The novel’s protagonist, Yashim, encounters these words in connection with the Janissaries and the Bektashi dervishes who had long been associated with them. The poem caught my attention immediately, particularly those final words: “Knowing, / And knowing unknowing.”

At first, “knowing unknowing” sounds like a contradiction. How can we know and not know at the same time? Yet perhaps one of the greatest signs of wisdom is knowing the limits of our own knowledge.

The poem seems to describe different kinds of ignorance. There are those who do not know and do not even realize that they do not know. Some confidently spread their ignorance, and the poem tells us to flee from them. Others recognize enough to seek understanding, and we should teach them. Still others remain asleep to what they do not understand, and we should try to wake them.

But the final group is different. They know, yet they also know “unknowing.” They have acquired knowledge without acquiring the arrogance of believing that they can know everything. Instead of speaking loudly and confidently, they are “the silent few.” They recognize that some things remain beyond them.

What fascinates me is how often this same idea appears in very different religious and philosophical traditions.

In Daoism, the Dao De Jing repeatedly warns against mistaking our understanding of reality for reality itself. Its famous opening tells us that the Way that can be completely expressed is not the eternal Way. Chapter 71 makes the connection with Unknowing even clearer: wisdom lies in recognizing what we do not know. The person who does not know but believes that he knows has a far greater problem.

The ancient Greek philosopher Socrates arrived at something similar. The wisdom attributed to him was not that he knew everything, but that he understood the limits of what he knew. Recognizing our ignorance becomes the beginning of wisdom rather than its opposite.

Christianity has its own tradition of unknowing. In 1 Corinthians 13:12, Paul writes, “For now we see through a glass, darkly.” He continues by acknowledging, “now I know in part.” We see only a reflection of the whole. Our knowledge is real, but it is incomplete.

Centuries later, an anonymous Christian mystic would write The Cloud of Unknowing, arguing that God cannot ultimately be grasped by human intellect alone. Faith sometimes requires us to enter the mystery rather than conquer it.

Islam likewise recognizes the limitations of human knowledge. God may know all things, but human beings do not. Even the familiar phrase inshallah—“if God wills”—contains an acknowledgment that we do not know what tomorrow will bring. We can plan, hope, believe, and act while recognizing that the future remains beyond our knowledge.

None of these traditions are saying that knowledge is bad. Neither is Unknowing. Notice that the poem does not praise ignorance. Those who seek should be taught; those who sleep should be awakened. We should learn. We should question. We should seek truth.

But knowledge should bring humility with it.

Perhaps the danger comes when we stop recognizing the distinction between what we know, what we believe, what we think we know, and what remains unknowable. Certainty can be comforting, especially in religion, politics, and our understanding of other people. It is also very easy to mistake certainty for truth.

The wisest person in Unknowing is not the person who loudly announces that he has discovered all the answers. The wisest are “the silent few” who have learned enough to understand how much remains beyond their understanding.

There will always be things we cannot know. We cannot know exactly what tomorrow will bring. We cannot completely know another person’s heart. We cannot fully understand why some things happen to us. And no matter how deeply we believe in God, none of us can comprehend the entirety of the divine.

Perhaps that is not something we need to overcome.

Perhaps true wisdom is not merely knowing.

It is knowing unknowing.

Unknowing is associated with the Bektashi tradition, a Sufi order historically centered in Anatolia and the Balkans. Its author is unknown, and the precise origins of the poem are difficult to establish. The version above appears on Anthony Weir’s website, The Bektashi Order of Dervishes. I have not been able to locate an original Turkish or Ottoman Turkish text from which this English version was translated, so I have attributed it simply as “Traditional Bektashi” rather than assigning it to a particular poet.

The poem’s appearance in The Janissary Tree is particularly appropriate because of the close historical relationship between the Bektashi order and the Ottoman Janissaries.

The Janissaries were the elite infantry corps of the Ottoman Empire and, for centuries, among the most powerful institutions in the empire. Their origins were unusual. Beginning in the fourteenth century, the Ottomans used a system known as the devşirme, or “collection,” through which Christian communities in the Balkans were required to surrender boys to the Ottoman state as a form of tribute. The boys were converted to Islam, educated, and trained for service to the sultan. Some entered the imperial administration, while others became Janissaries.

Technically, the Janissaries were slaves of the sultan, but the word “slave” can be misleading to modern readers. They were not slaves in the sense of plantation or domestic slavery familiar from American history. As members of the sultan’s household, they could receive salaries, enjoy considerable privileges, and rise to positions of wealth, status, and enormous political influence. Their lack of traditional family or tribal loyalties was originally intended to ensure that their loyalty belonged directly to the sultan.

Over the centuries, however, the Janissaries evolved from an elite military corps into a powerful political force capable of making and unmaking sultans. They also developed a particularly close spiritual association with the Bektashi order of dervishes. When Sultan Mahmud II violently abolished the Janissaries in 1826, an event known as the Auspicious Incident, he subsequently suppressed the Bektashis as well, closing many of their lodges and driving adherents underground. Since The Janissary Tree takes place only ten years later, that history hangs heavily over the story.

The poem itself reflects a central concern of mystical traditions: the difference between possessing knowledge and understanding the limits of knowledge. Its progression leads from ignorance without awareness, through seeking and awakening, and finally to “knowing unknowing”—a state in which knowledge is accompanied by humility before what cannot be fully understood.


About the Bektashi Tradition

The Bektashi order is a Sufi mystical tradition traditionally associated with HacΔ± Bektaş Veli, a thirteenth-century holy man from Anatolia. Over the centuries, Bektashism developed a distinctive religious tradition incorporating Sufi mysticism alongside elements associated with Shi’a Islam and particular reverence for Ali and the Twelve Imams.

Bektashi spirituality has often emphasized an inward search for divine truth rather than relying solely upon outward religious observance. This sometimes placed Bektashis at odds with the more orthodox Sunni religious establishment of the Ottoman Empire.

Their close association with the Janissaries made that tension political as well as religious. When Sultan Mahmud II destroyed the Janissary corps in 1826, the Bektashis lost their powerful protectors and were themselves subjected to official suppression. Nevertheless, the tradition survived, particularly in Albania and elsewhere in the Balkans.

That history adds another dimension to Unknowing. Religious institutions can sometimes be very certain about what they know. Mystics, by contrast, have often reminded us that approaching God can mean confronting something far greater than the human mind can fully understand.

And perhaps that is why the poem’s final instruction is not learn, teach, or even know.

It is simply:

Approach.

Monday, August 31, 2026

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Interrupted Dreams

Last night was a strange night. I’d had a migraine for most of the afternoon and evening, and it was bad enough that I took a late-afternoon nap. The nap didn’t help the migraine, but eventually it eased enough that I could read. I got really into my book and finally had to make myself put it down around 10:30 and turn out the lights. Unfortunately, turning out the lights did not mean falling asleep. So, I resorted to a time-honored tradition that many guys have used to help themselves fall asleep. It worked, and sometime after 11, I finally drifted off to sleep.

Isabella had been trying to get me to go to bed since around 9 pm. Apparently, she knew perfectly well that regardless of how late I stayed up, she wasn’t changing her schedule. Sure enough, at 4 am, she woke me up to feed her.

She also woke me from a rather odd dream. I didn’t appear to be in the dream at all, and all I’ll say about the subject matter is that it had the plot of some fairly kinky porn. I seemed to be watching everything from above, almost as if I were watching a movie rather than participating in the dream. After Isabella roused me and I fed her, I went back to bed.

That’s when something even more unusual happened: I went back to dreaming, and the new dream seemed to continue the previous one. Somewhere along the way, though, the kinky porn plot began turning into a love story that appeared to be heading toward a throuple. Eventually, that dream ended and another began. This time I was actually in the dream, but it was much more romantic than erotic.

I’ve mentioned before that remembering dreams has never happened very often for me. You might remember Saturday’s “Moment of Zen: Sweet Dreams,” and I’m guessing some of you figured out that it was inspired by waking from an erotic dream. Strangely enough, I wasn’t in that dream either. Again, it was more like watching a movie. Judging by the state of certain parts of my anatomy when I woke up, however, apparently I’d found the movie pretty sexy.

I didn’t remember that dream nearly as clearly as I remember this morning’s dreams. Then, another morning last week, I woke remembering a dream that wasn’t erotic at all but much more mundane. So, for whatever reason, I seem to be going through a period of unusually vivid and memorable dreams. I’m not sure why. If I’d started a new medication, I might blame that, but nothing has really changed.

Sadly, all those dreams did nothing for my migraine. I still have it this morning, but I’m going to work. If I called out sick today, it would mean I’d missed three of the last four Mondays because of a migraine. They’ve all been legitimate migraines, but I also know how people can gossip when someone seems to miss work on a regular schedule. I don’t want it to start looking like I’ve developed a convenient case of the Mondays.

If the migraine gets worse—or simply doesn’t get any better as the day goes on—I may come back home. For now, though, I’m going to give Monday a try.

Needless to say, between too little sleep, bizarre dreams, and a lingering migraine, I’m looking forward to this Monday even less than usual.