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A blog about LGBTQ+ History, Art, Literature, Politics, Culture, and Whatever Else Comes to Mind. The Closet Professor is a fun (sometimes tongue-in-cheek, sometimes very serious) approach to LGBTQ+ Culture.
Monday, September 30, 2024
Ugh! It’s Monday
Sunday, September 29, 2024
Perseverance
Let your eyes look straight ahead, and your eyelids look right before you. Ponder the path of your feet and let all your ways be established.
—Proverbs 4:25-26
Adversity is defined as difficulties or problems that arise during the course of something. In other words, it's when things don't go as planned. In life, we will all face adversities big and small. Some adversity seems to come from left field and other challenges we bring on ourselves. No matter how or why it happens, nobody is immune to adversity. James 1:2 says, "Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds." The verse encourages believers to see challenges and difficulties as opportunities for growth rather than as mere misfortunes. James suggests that trials test and strengthen faith, leading to perseverance and spiritual maturity. Instead of being discouraged, the verse calls for a positive attitude towards adversity, recognizing that these experiences can develop one's character and deepen one's relationship with God. Perseverance is the quality that allows us to continue working toward our goals even when things are tough. It's what allows us to get back up after we've been knocked down. It is what keeps us going when everything else tells us to quit.
Romans 5:3-5 says, “And not only that, but we also glory in tribulations, knowing that tribulation produces perseverance; and perseverance, character; and character, hope. Now hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit who was given to us.” This passage emphasizes the idea that suffering can lead to positive outcomes. Paul in his epistle to the Romans suggests that we can rejoice in our sufferings because they produce perseverance, character, and hope. Suffering is a part of life, but it’s not without purpose. Perseverance allows us to endure difficulties and helps us build resilience. As we persevere, our character develops a deeper sense of integrity and strength. The process ultimately leads to a hope that is grounded in God's love, which is poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit. Overall, these two passages reassure us that challenges can foster spiritual growth and a deeper relationship with God.
Nelson Mandela once said, “The greatest glory in life does not lie in never falling, but in standing up every time you fall.” We all look for a purpose in life, something we will exceed at, will make us happy, and hopefully make an impact while on this earth. Sometimes we feel like we are failing at everything, but I have always believed that God has a plan for us. Mandela's quote emphasizes the importance of resilience and perseverance. It suggests that true success and greatness come not from avoiding mistakes or failures but from the ability to recover and learn from them. Life inevitably involves setbacks, but the way we respond to these challenges—by getting back up and continuing to strive towards our goals—defines our strength and character. This mindset encourages embracing difficulties as opportunities for growth rather than as barriers to success.
Helen Keller's conveyed a similar idea of focusing on the positive aspects of life rather than dwelling on negativity when she said, “Keep your face to the sunshine and you cannot see a shadow.” By directing our attention to the "sunshine"—symbolizing hope, optimism, and positivity—we naturally avoid being consumed by the "shadows" of fear, doubt, or hardship. Keller, who overcame the significant challenges of being both blind and deaf, used this metaphor to inspire others to maintain a hopeful outlook, regardless of life's difficulties. It’s a reminder that where we place our focus can shape our perception and experience of life.
The Book of James is a constant inspiration for how to live a Christian life. In James 1:12, he says, “Blessed is the man who endures temptation; for when he has been approved, he will receive the crown of life which the Lord has promised to those who love Him.” James is saying that those who persevere under trial are blessed, and that they will receive the "crown of life" promised by God to those who love Him. The connection between enduring trials and loving God underscores that true faith involves devotion and trust, even amidst suffering. James 1:12 encourages believers to view trials as opportunities for growth and assurance of God’s promises. Revelation 2:19 states, “I know your works, love, service, faith, and your patience; and as for your works, the last are more than the first.” This underscores the importance of maintaining good works and faith in the face of challenges, while also recognizing and affirming the positive actions of the church. It’s a call to continue in our commitment and service.
In Romans 12:9-12, Paul writes, “Let love be without hypocrisy. Abhor what is evil. Cling to what is good. Be kindly affectionate to one another with brotherly love, in honor giving preference to one another; not lagging in diligence, fervent in spirit, serving the Lord; rejoicing in hope, patient in tribulation, continuing steadfastly in prayer; distributing to the needs of the saints, given to hospitality.” Romans 12:9-12 reminds us how to live out a Christian life characterized by genuine love and community. John encourages us to love genuinely, without hypocrisy, to reject evil and cling to what is good, to promote mutual love and honor among believers, to serve the Lord with fervor and diligence, and to encourage rejoicing in hope, being patient in affliction, and persistent in prayer. We are told to embody love, integrity, and faithfulness in our relationships and remain steadfast in our commitment to God, regardless of circumstances.
My friend Casey (thank you) brought up another verse that is apropos to this post: “But as for you, you meant evil against me; but God meant it for good, in order to bring it about as it is this day, to save many people alive.” —Genesis 50:20
Saturday, September 28, 2024
Friday, September 27, 2024
Friday
Thursday, September 26, 2024
Rainy
Wednesday, September 25, 2024
Update
Tuesday, September 24, 2024
Dream Variantions
Dream Variations
By Langston Hughes
To fling my arms wide
In some place of the sun,
To whirl and to dance
Till the white day is done.
Then rest at cool evening
Beneath a tall tree
While night comes on gently,
Dark like me—
That is my dream!
To fling my arms wide
In the face of the sun,
Dance! Whirl! Whirl!
Till the quick day is done.
Rest at pale evening . . .
A tall, slim tree . . .
Night coming tenderly
Black like me.
About the Poem
"Dream Variations” by Langston Hughes is a powerful poem that reflects themes of freedom, identity, and racial pride. In the poem, Hughes contrasts the oppressive reality faced by African Americans in the early 20th century with the speaker's dream of a world where they can freely express themselves and live without fear.
The poem is an expression of Hughes’ vision for racial equality and his longing for a world where Black individuals can live freely, with pride in their heritage and identity. The "dream" in the poem represents not only personal freedom but also the collective aspirations of African Americans during the Harlem Renaissance, a time when many Black artists, writers, and thinkers sought to redefine their place in society.
Through "Dream Variations," Hughes communicates a yearning for both freedom from oppression (represented by the day) and a peaceful self-acceptance (represented by the night).
About the Poet
Langston Hughes (1902–1967) was an influential American poet, social activist, novelist, playwright, and one of the key figures of the Harlem Renaissance, a cultural and artistic movement in the 1920s and 1930s that celebrated African American heritage. Known for his powerful and accessible writing, Hughes is regarded as one of the most important literary voices of the 20th century, especially in capturing the Black experience in America.
Hughes is often celebrated for being one of the first Black writers to make a living from his work and for championing the richness of Black culture as worthy of artistic expression.
Monday, September 23, 2024
Night of Dreams
Sunday, September 22, 2024
Reflections
Who is wise and understanding among you? Let him show by good conduct that his works are done in the meekness of wisdom.-James 3:13
When you take a selfie, is the person you portray in that image the real you or only the person you want others to see? Likewise, when you look in the mirror, do you see a person who follows God’s word? James 1:22-24 tells us, “But be doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving yourselves. For if anyone is a hearer of the word and not a doer, he is like a man observing his natural face in a mirror; for he observes himself, goes away, and immediately forgets what kind of man he was.” We can talk about being Christians. We can proclaim from the rooftops our Christian beliefs. We can be open and honest about our faith, but if we do not follow the teachings of our faith and are doers of our faith, then we nothing.
Ephesians 4:29 says, “Let no corrupt word proceed out of your mouth, but what is good for necessary edification, that it may impart grace to the hearers.” When Christians proclaim their beliefs yet do not follow those said beliefs, they are only speaking corrupt words. A friend and I were discussing yesterday how often the loudest of those condemning the LGBTQ+ community are a part of the LGBTQ+ community behind closed doors. For example, Lt. Governor and Republican nominee for governor of North Carolina Mark Robinson has been exposed for his unchristian behavior that goes against his professed beliefs. Identified by media outlets as a right-wing or far-right politician, Robinson has promoted various conspiracy theories, denied sexual allegations against various prominent figures, and has frequently made various inflammatory homophobic, transphobic, racist, anti-atheist, Islamophobic, and antisemitic statements, including engaging in Holocaust denial. However, CNN unearthed posts Robinson left on a porn site’s message boards in which he referred to himself as a “black NAZI,” said in 2012 he preferred Hitler to then-President Barack Obama, slammed Martin Luther King, Jr. as “worse than a maggot,” and said he enjoyed transgender pornography. He is only the latest of many hypocrites that make political statements yet are doing the opposite under an assumed name and behind closed doors.
Politicians like Robinson will say and do anything to get elected and gain political influence and power. Philippians 2:3-4 tells us, “Let nothing be done through selfish ambition or conceit, but in lowliness of mind let each esteem others better than himself. Let each of you look out not only for his own interests, but also for the interests of others.” Hypocrisy is rampant in politics and always has been and has been present in all political leanings. If I were to name all the examples, the list would be endless. You could write an encyclopedia of hypocrisy and still not name them all.
Ephesians 5:1-2 declares, “Therefore be imitators of God as dear children. And walk in love, as Christ also has loved us and given Himself for us, an offering and a sacrifice to God for a sweet-smelling aroma.” When we vote we should keep this in mind. Are the people we are voting for following the word of God or are they perverting God’s word for political ambitions? The twice impeached, adulterous, convicted felon that is the Republicans nominee for President claims to be a Christian in public while mocking the beliefs of Christian in private. I have told my mother who is one of his supporters that he stands against every moral she ever taught me growing up.
Ephesians 5:6 warns us, “Let no one deceive you with empty words.” Keep that in mind when you vote. It’s not just in the United States that this is a problem. So, wherever you are in this world, remember to keep in mind what James tells us and be “doers of the word.” The idiom the saying is “if you’re going to talk the talk, you’ve got to walk the walk” may be cliche, but it has many versions such as “actions speak louder than words” and “practice what you preach.” Another early form of the expression was “walk it like you talk it.” In Christianity we are commanded to let our actions speak louder than our words.
Saturday, September 21, 2024
Moment of Zen: Autumn in Vermont 🍁
Friday, September 20, 2024
Glad It’s Friday
Thursday, September 19, 2024
Health Update
Wednesday, September 18, 2024
Back to Work
Tuesday, September 17, 2024
Sonnets 55 and 73
Not marble nor the gilded monuments (Sonnet 55)
By William Shakespeare
Not marble nor the gilded monuments
Of princes shall outlive this powerful rhyme,
But you shall shine more bright in these contents
Than unswept stone besmeared with sluttish time.
When wasteful war shall statues overturn,
And broils root out the work of masonry,
Nor Mars his sword nor war’s quick fire shall burn
The living record of your memory.
’Gainst death and all-oblivious enmity
Shall you pace forth; your praise shall still find room
Even in the eyes of all posterity
That wear this world out to the ending doom.
So, till the Judgement that yourself arise,
You live in this, and dwell in lovers’ eyes.
That time of year thou mayst in me behold (Sonnet 73)
By William Shakespeare
That time of year thou mayst in me behold
When yellow leaves, or none, or few, do hang
Upon those boughs which shake against the cold,
Bare ruined choirs, where late the sweet birds sang.
In me thou see'st the twilight of such day
As after sunset fadeth in the west;
Which by and by black night doth take away,
Death's second self, that seals up all in rest.
In me thou see'st the glowing of such fire,
That on the ashes of his youth doth lie,
As the deathbed whereon it must expire,
Consumed with that which it was nourished by.
This thou perceiv'st, which makes thy love more strong,
To love that well which thou must leave ere long.
About the Poem
If you have been a longtime reader of this blog, you may remember that I love sonnets. When I used to teach British literature, my students and I spent a lot of time studying sonnets, their various forms, themes, meter, etc. I was talking to a friend yesterday and brought up Shakespeare’s Sonnet 55 (“Not marble nor the gilded monuments”) to tell him about taking my students to a cemetery to as a way to look at the sonnet’s themes of time and immortalization. This made me think of other sonnets by Shakespeare, while I knew there was a sonnet about autumn, I had to use the Academy of American Poets’ find a poem feature and search for a poem with an “autumn” theme in a “sonnet” form. Sonnet 73 was the result. This sonnet focuses on three metaphors: Autumn, the passing of a day, and the dying out of a fire.
Sonnets 55 and 73 are part of a sequence of Shakespeare’s sonnets (1-126) that talk about the "Fair Youth,” unnamed young man addressed in these sonnets who is handsome, self-centered, universally admired, and much sought after. The sequence begins with the poet urging the young man to marry and father children (sonnets 1–17). It continues with the friendship developing with the poet's loving admiration, which at times is homoerotic in nature. Then comes a set of betrayals by the young man, as he is seduced by the Dark Lady, and they maintain a liaison (sonnets 133, 134 & 144), all of which the poet struggles to abide. It concludes with the poet's own act of betrayal, resulting in his independence from the fair youth (sonnet 152).
"Sonnet 55" is all about the endurance of love, preserved within the words of the sonnet itself. It will outlive material things such as grand palaces, royal buildings and fine, sculptured stone; it will outlive war and time itself, even to judgement day. This is because the poem will always be a “living record”; the memory of love will stay alive within the sonnet, come what may. The effects of time, the destructive forces of war—they count for nothing.
“Sonnet 73 is one of the four sonnets Shakespeare wrote on the subject of time, the aging process and mortality. It's a thoughtful, reflective sonnet, the voice of a person getting older, aimed at a partner whose love the speaker obviously needs. You can imagine Shakespeare writing this in late autumn (fall) or early winter when the leaves are turning yellow, orange and red, when cold weather makes the bare branches tremble and summer is long gone. The speaker hints that the music has changed along with the season.
About the Poet
William Shakespeare, regarded as the foremost dramatist of his time, wrote more than thirty plays and more than one hundred sonnets, all written in the form of three quatrains and a couplet that is now recognized as Shakespearean.
A quick update on my health. I was able to see one of the nurse practitioners at my doctor’s office yesterday. My doctor did not have any available appointments. She believes that I have a stomach or intestinal infection, probably enteritis. She drew blood to be tested in an effort to narrow down what has been causing this pain. When I asked her if I could go back to work, she said “Absolutely not!” She said, “You obviously look like you don’t feel good and that alone is good enough reason not to let you return to work, but I also want to see what these tests show and make sure you are not contagious before I release you to return to work.” She said even if the tests come back fine, it doesn’t mean that I am not sick, it just means that it’s clearing up, and I should be back to normal in a day or so. So, I am home today awaiting the results from the blood tests.